I sold Zach's things today.
I never got to parent him.
I gave away parts of his things for baby gifts and such for the past 3 years but it was dragging out the grief.
So, I pulled myself together and sold everything I had left.
I feel relief. Some sad, but more relief.
Now I can go up in the attic without crying. My attic may actually get cleaned out!
Now I can go up in the attic without crying. My attic may actually get cleaned out!
Zach's 3rd birthday was on July 10th. it was time to let him go.
Next I try to get rid of my baby books.
Thank you for this post. I am glad for you that you are to this point and that you have felt relief. You are such a special mother and I love you.
ReplyDeleteHard day for you I am sure! I can't believe it has been three years since you lost him. Sad that you have to go through this but glad you are finding a sense of relief.
ReplyDeleteLike Mom and Christy, I'm sorry that you had to go through this, but I'm glad you're finding some relief in selling the last few items. I can't believe it's been three years!
ReplyDeleteMy heart goes out to you. I know it's been hard.
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